Last day of november...update my blog because something happen again. Another experience to me,big one actually. Well,this start with '好心没好报'...its totally true. Althought it not my belonging,but i broken it. Fetching 2 other girl come out with this result. Well,some of them just say 100% drivers fault,but I would say 30%driver,20%weather and 50%car. Seriously,the brake does not function well,because it quite a old car. One of them really rude until not respecting people. Last minutes just msg and we need to fetch her home because of our "kindness". The word from her mouth really like knife flying through your body,that why she urgue with her friend again and again.
Althought there is a reason for all these,but we can't blame others. The god want you to gain these experience. The god really fooling me around,the thing that happen to me totally not a 17years old teenager should have. All the thing came to me too soon,that why i think i wont live long in this word. The thing that should happen in the future happens now,27 or 30 years old should happened, it came out to be happen at 17. If i going to die at 58years old like that,then it sure happen earlier about 38 years old right?
I can be sure i am not a 100% good person, but i am sure i am 90% kind heart...That make other people always take apportunity to get some benefit on me. I am sure that the bad thing happens now..wont happen again in the future. Try ot cheer myself up.. :)
