Well,i suddenly notice what my friend's say were right. "Why i always online and saw your post and feel that you have a lot of thing anouying you" this is what my coursemate told me a few day ago. In a simple way is mean "心事",Why i have such a thing in my mind troubling myself. I don't like to make my feel anouying with my thing,that why i never told anyone, but sometime you do not speak out will just let people speak out and step on you. Sometime i not very selective,or i can sat mostly, that another reason my "friends" always ask you for help and not for any caring or fun. There are a thing i agree with my friend about them,they just speak out loud for nothing and they wont keep your little useless promise. They will once and once dissapoint you.
I really feel upset about it. I remember the promise i make in the train and i really do it,but where are theirs. I try to fit in although i didnt live in the same area like theirs. Sometime,in their mind there are hundred of answers that you want,but they say tell you one answer,the only one that can make you silent for quite awhile "I DON'T KNOW". I really suffer and felt hard for these,why can't a friend just be a normal good friend, is it really we need to keep every single thing else although it is just a small matter thing. Now I can't sleep...!!!! I do respect !!! I do be gentle with them !! BUT They just shoot you away ! 1.28am
