Weird day ? 19th ?

Well. Today don't have class. Saturday ma.. Didnt go anywhere. Just go out for dinner and watch football match. Seriously i wanna know what should i do. totally confuse...

18th ? Or Weird day

Today again I caught in the rain. Today was totally a very surprice for me. I don't know how to say, should i say i'm happy ? or ? Because i think too much ? Until now i still thinking the same question. I am totally sad today. Compressing myself not to do anything stupid. Really.. Really.. mood very down and low. I just need to hear everything is fine, i just fooling with you before this. But who know ? You disappear like you last time do. =(

17th days

Skip a day to post yesterday as I was really tired. How come such roommate so selfish ? Forget about it. Yesterday I skipped my breakfast and brunch, how awesome. Wait till 6pm and head to futsal. Lack of keeper   yesterday so I became the keeper, a person who just getting better because of the hand ? but still yesterday was awesome I totally become a legend of keeper. Although mostly the time i play a part as a keeper but still i got chance with friend so that i got chance to come out and kick as well.
This morning I woke up late ah. !! Then rush to college but still manage to get in time. So pass half of my day in college. Then finally go home, how unlucky am I. Just after I get into the bus and on the way home, it rain heavily. This time I am totally wet !! My hair... Shirt.. Pant... and also my glasses start drop water.
Lastly I still don't understand anything. How come I can see you smile until so happy in the picture but you didn't even reply me ? What happen ? I really wanna know what happen ? Now I start to believe something, a new one....

15th days

Seem like time pass slow when didn't message with you. So this early morning, should be yesterday's early morning. Mr Chua chung hwa called me and ask me go over time. I did go there to play cards and not even drank any single drop of alcohol. How good am I ? I used to drink and drank then finally get drunk. XD  So after go to overtime we went to V2 with his friend of course, When you go Cyber center what will you do. Dota lo !!! Finally we made a great team and I killed killed and killed. Quite a nice game as no rude words or complain. Then finally half of the gang go to Brj for supper as most of them going melake the other days. And finally get home at 4 smth. Sleep and 6am and wake up at 2pm. Such a long time. And I skipped breakfast and brunch for the day. Then at night I having movie with another friends. The movie name "In time", quite a nice movie. Have chance I will explain to you. In the movie, TIME mean everything, mean money also their life time.The poor die young and the rich live forever. The time also mean the money. When the time stike 0min and 0 sec, you will automatic die with heart attack like that. Good luck in your stpm.

14th days

I notice yesterday i didn't update ah. So paiseh.. Again yesterday about evening time, I saw you online. Seem like you enjoying there. Seem like you were so happy. So so,this depavali many people gone back KB le lo. How come i didn't go back? As i got class this morning ah, and also go back also no use lo. You all having exam. I notice the movie 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 already shown in pps and this wednesday Sunway Pyramid got shown too. For just once at that day. My hand getting worst lo,not only pain but also black. But still can play games. Hope thing will get better soon.

12nd days

Today I stay at home whole day. Nothing to do and no place to go. Just now my friend come all the way from wangsa just to take movie from me. Well. I didn't text you this feel day doesn't mean i give up. I just don't want to make you feel annouying as you mention before if you think that people are annouying you will not reply him or her right. And your exam are coming. Although always saw you online,this time i will close my fb will i saw you online just to let you stay at fb longer. IMY. Days without texts quite suffer.. =)

11th days

Today got morning class, while when finish practical I used the computer using the paint to draw a head with face. My tutor saw it and said " this call handsome ah" haha. Quite funny actually. Then after that have a small coursework test and i did wrong in the calculation part. 15marks gone ah. Haiz. Then today i caught a rain home and finally i get sick. Flu+sore throat+ slightly a little fever.
Finally i get sick le lo. Tomorrow still have class wor. Wondering after class should i go to see the doctor. And My hand for the part who inject the needle to donate blood start getting worst or should i say better ? I think it not any serious problem for that. =)

10th days

Today don't have class but my friend ask me out for sushi as there have promotion for Rm2 per plate for certain one. I just ate 7 plate and i felt full already. On second thought, a sick person should not eat sushi such thing. But i just did, and with alot of wasabi on it. I notice seldom people eat wasabi and I ate lots of it on a piece of sushi, and you start to cry.

Well,this 10 days pass quite slow. Days without her really... Saw her online today but still what happen actually ? I did something wrong ? That make her mad me ? Or this circle come in another guy ? STPM exams coming. Good luck then. Tomorrow have a small test. Gonna study.

9th days

Today is 18/10/11 (tuesday) Well,my couserep bring us to the wrong venue and so we skip the lecture. After that I went home to have a nap which does last long as my friend come back and shout "Futsal lo" I notice that everytime i play futsal especially at my hometown, I sure will get injured. So do this time,wondering how i gonna wear my shoe thursday as 2moro don't have class. Gonna have a nice sleep tonight. Recently I play dota much to get rid of my moodiness. She will be exhausted today if i not mistaken. Have tuition 3pm-7pm. I do serious this time and always.

8th days

It's been 8th days since the day she reply me. I totally don't know what haven't or what i had done. She also didn't tell me anything since she not even reply me. I used to get her text everyday, and every time is she the one who text me first. I been a jerk ? Yeah !! How idiot am I to let go the girl last year. If that last year i take my chance, we might have a happy time right now. I really hope what the worst in my mind won't be a reality. This 8th days I text her, but i only text one as i scare she will feel annouy. Then I called her yesterday, my heart was pok pa pok pa. Don't know what to say when she accept my call, but still she didnt answer. I do take this thing seriously. I bring her out when i'm at hometown, even with my relatives. As i know,she the one... If now she got a better one,what else can i do. Just let go,as i am not such a nice guy after all.

Today I donated my blood for the 7th times in my life. Well,I think i used to it already, but who knows the nurse pump the airbag thingy too tight make my hand suffer and 麻痹 and 黑青. And i getting tired now for the blood donation. Although me myself have the responsible as i keep on force my blood flow quickly. My style..没事找事来做. But i just do this thing on myself. Have a nice days. Ping~ Hope you notice.